7.12.26
So you know what I said about hope and joy yesterday? Today feels completely different and I'm not sure why. I'ts okay though I'll get through this moment
7.11.26
Hi welcome to my blog! I decided I want this to be a place for joy and exciting plans and ideas. I've been thinking about this post I saw recently it goes along the lines of "I went to your altar of suffering and it was shiny. When I went to your altar of joy there was a layer of dust." I think i've been ignoring finding joy in the present moment. Even if things are really hard and shitty right now, I want to have memories of my life that are filled with hope. Anyways got a job interview later today and i'm excited! I'm nervous as well. I'm not sure it'll be the right job for me especially with my struggles with working, but I hope I either gain good experience from the interview or get the job and thrive okay for a while. I can always quit and find something new. Hopemaxxing or whatever the kids say.